Lover boy…

The day was sunny. Unlike any other days, with smile on my face I walked out of my house, completely unaware of the fact, which I was going to meet. It was already 7:30am, so I got to rush for morning assembly as fast as I could like galloping horse. I was in 7^th standard by then, and I had never experienced any feelings of love till date.
“Good morning sir, thank you sir”, we sang our regular chorus as our class teacher Namgay sir entered. But then to every one’s surprise, the most gorgeous beautiful girl followed him. It was my only first sighted love Choki. She had just taken admission in our school.

Every guy was looking at her, as if they have seen Kathrina Kaif in real. Oh! I am sorry; even I was looking at her without even a blink, but who would not dare to look at beautiful, gorgeous angel, smiling to whole class.

“Dear students, we have a new friend among us, you all should be helpful to her from today”, our teacher introduced her turning to all of us. So, with introduction of my only love at first sight, our regular classes started on. From that day onwards, I have started liking attending all the classes, seeing her with my only chinky eyes. The love for her was growing in my heart like a blazing fire. I wanted to tell her everything and express my feelings for ever. But, you know the feelings of fear will always be there. And on top of that, dumb, coward guy like me won’t get her at any cost. Such a thought made me to hide my feelings for her, and let it die within my heart.

Surprisingly, as I wished for, the sun started to shine on my life too. It was during lunch time, I was moving out of the class, when she suddenly came running inside the class (as if she is being chased by someone), where both of us clashed each other. It was just like Kajol falling down, and Sharukh Khan holding her hands staring each other, and experiencing the feelings of romance. But remember, I couldn’t act like Shurakh Khan; we both fell down together on a concrete floor tiled with mosaic. My entire class mate was laughing at us, and I could see her getting blushed. It was breathless awkward moment that I stood standing not knowing whether to move or land her my hand. She quickly got up and went to her table. She might have hurt, but her shy nature made her to hide it.

The luck favored me from that day, as our class mate started teasing us.  I really don’t know how she might have felt, but for me I liked them teasing with her since she was part of my soft corner.

Since then she never looked at me; hide her face every time she saw me, I didn’t know why?

“Might be she was feeling shy”, I guessed. But then, I always wanted to make her mine from the day I saw her.

Wow! The day was great, it was Monday. Sun started shinning once again in the cloudy weather of Gedu. And more so ever, for the first time she smiled at me. Her smiled made me to go numbed, and was lost in her memory.

The day was really memorable for me; I couldn’t stop imagining about her.

“Does she too have feelings for me?” The question struck in my mind long after her astounding smile. You may think that, I am really crazy enough to think all those from her first smile, but when the one whom we love smiles back, it really gives lot of courage and hope

When I recalled those moments, with full of joy it makes me to smile again.

As if like the rain showering on the ocean full of water, I was filled with immense happiness and joy as she called me that evening. I could recognize her at her first talk, though she tended to hide her real identification. I feel proud (you know I am crazy) when I think that the girl of my heart, called me, and talked with me.

 I feel that I am coward, and no smart charming prince for anyone, but that was not true anymore. And in those days we always kept in touch, met daily in phone after school.

As every good time has its end, so the time for us to depart approached. But we promised to keep in touch either through calls or messages (through post). I really don’t know whether we were in relation or not, but I just know that we do had feelings for each other.

From that day, I never received any message, neither call. I sent her message, but I didn’t receive any reply.

I guess that was end to our fate!